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The album "Dendrite" is a collection of sceneries from my mind,
a long journey of my emotional and creative time as an artist.

All songs were re-produced based on "Demo Compilation" in "Hiro's Music Production".
Many thanks to all people who have supported creating this album!


released October 30, 2019

Produced by Hiro Furuya


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Track Name: Dendrite
Those windows, those skies
And those birds, those clouds
Fly so low
Forgive me, forgive me
When I only ask for the truth
How can I be so blind?
I want a light (dead light)
I want a little light for this place
There's something cries in me
I only want to be true
So true

(Some reflections)

Those mountains all cloudy
And those rivers all misty
Those scarlet autumn leaves
Can you see them going down
Go down

How bright a night can be
When you hold a light
You hold a light up in me
For this place
There’s something burns in me
A storming life
To be true
So true

(All reflections)

Those windows, those skies
And all those starless nights
Track Name: Dream Ended This Way
I've broken down all the fence which is useless now
Ending is coming through easily in every dream
What I've seen is that the risks are in me
By the way
Taste iron's jealousy
My finger that's pointing at the sign burning on the wall
"All you've ever thought pure is dirty”
“You need to learn the despair for nothing but to be...”
Like human being?

I am a daughter of mother who's missing
And I've got a sin for being this lonely
'Cause every time I'm off to seek the world I know what's killing me
I hate you all
And the human nature

Sensual reality
Night and day lights
I know that hurts if you feel it in love
I've climbed the mountains to know what is looking down
Why feel so hungry?
What do I hunger for?
I won't ask for you to believe me
I'm free to fall

Outside the window
Soon I will be wakening
I feel so beautiful
Violently beautiful
Track Name: All Stars
Do not speak
‘Cause words fool everything, anything

I'm going to explode everything, anything I found
(So I can go)

What's this place? I don't know
Every way, any way we go, we go

What's this for? Don't doubt
Everyday, any day it shines on you
Track Name: All Stars Fade Away
And if I close my eyes
Will you see? (the stars)

When I'll be so quiet
Will you hear? (stop them)

There's something I can't hold
Will you catch it?

I hope you'll be here, here with me (sometime)

Then I close my eyes
You will see (many lights)

I'm stuck in hate and sorrow (such rages)
I hope I could let it go and be gone (I hate them all)

So I close my eyes
Then you'll see (the stars)

(When the winter is gone, my lips are cold)

It's so quiet

(so cold and so quiet alone)
(meaningless lights)
(I hate them)

I was born to see these stars
Track Name: All Stars Light Day And Night
Morning after rain
Vines against the sky
Bright summer clouds melting into gold

Buds in the shade awaiting the turn
Birds on the rise
The loneliness of light

‘Cause it's beautiful
I give it all to you
We're finally fair
All I see is what you see

Can you see me now
When I reach for you
Forever we’ll hold the ash and the flames
And it’s beautiful

Orion above the trees blazed across the night
Sparks of the snow land back on my hands

Ash holds a flame
The platform left to blink
This danger I take
A world beyond idea

‘Cause it's beautiful
I give it all to you
It’s finally there at the end of the road in a tiny world

Can you hear me now
When I call for you
I’m finally here at the one last call to give it all to you

It’s so beautiful
All stars are gone
We'll never re-mend this mortal May
An eternal day
Track Name: Dove
Sleep on, sweet little child
Day is young
Water is freezing (Don’t wake)
Night is so deep and slow
Close your eyes

Dream on, dear little child
In the sky, stars are still fading away
Down here, a dying dove crawls

When you’ll wake
You will see
The morning burns

Creep on, my little dove
When you rise, snow will be melting away
Dawn is the darkest tonight

So I dream on
My little dove flies the sky high over the the clouds and the flames
I’m here with my eyes closed, my doves

Dream on, dear little doves
Dawn will come
Track Name: Siren
From my mouth
there falls the seed

Trough my blood
here spread the branches

Twisted and turned
there grows the tree

Soon be torn
The ocean glows

Where are you now?
Where are you now?
Where are you now?
Where are you now?

Off my eyes
There took the flies
Soon be found
The dry ground

By my side
You lie to sleep

Without fear
Without a doubt

Like a dream
Just like a dream
Like a dream
Just like a dream

I have no white for myself
We are all torn
The ocean glows
Track Name: Stars On My Window
I can't see the stars from this window
I don't see the light of dawn
I can't hear the birds sing in the springtime
I only hear the wind blow

It's all in me
It's all left in me
But it's all in me
All is left in me

I recall the snow on the mountain
And the nameless sky of blue
I recall till the end of my breath
I recall till the end

At the end, all the flowers burnt out
And all the light has gone
And the endless night has come to my eyes
And the music has died

All left me
It's all left in me
But it's all in me
All is left in me
All left me
They all left me
But it's all in me
All is left in me

There's no stars on my window
There's no stars on my window
Track Name: Sorry, I'm Leaving Now
Please forgive me , please forgive me for the things I've done
I won't ask, won't ask
But I am praying
Listening as you whisper “there's no future in the past”
We will live but not for tomorrow's scar

I hope I never make you cry though I know your tears are pure
Could I let you know how much I love you, baby?
Dreaming of a little more freedom, there's nothing we can do
So you and me, we'll live another day

Do you still remember how we cried and got dry?
Do you still remember how we cried and got lost?

Can you forgive me, can you forget the things we've left undone ?
Smiling like a fool, I'll keep on lying
Maybe nothing will be left to do and tomorrow we will die
Somehow we will shine another day

I hope I do the things much better but days are going on
All I need to know, a reason to be maybe
Knowing there’s no simpler way than running to the edge
Somehow I will find a way one day

Do you still remember how we tried to let go?
Do you still remember what we got, what we lost?

Can you still paint and color your mind with thing we called a shade?
Did I let you know how much I love you baby?
Rushing like we’re dying tomorrow, we know it’s in our hands
Somehow we will live and shine this day

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