Secrets

by antihoney

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1.
We used to play in a secret hideaway You and me had a nice place to stay While you're silent asleep away tonight I'm all alone in the darkest hideaway We used to play in a secret hideaway You and me had a nice place to stay While you're silent asleep away tonight I'm all alone in the darkest hideaway We used to run and try to catch the lights You see they're around you floating in the air While you're silent asleep away tonight They're lighting up to guide you through the way Watch out your step All those junks around you They were once part of your dreams If you hold the key to the door They may dance just one more time We used to dance and try to catch the drops All the jewels and gold and shining lights So I'm trying to find the way tonight The only way to the secret hideaway We used to play in a secret hideaway You and me had a nice place to stay While you're silent asleep away tonight I'm all alone in the darkest hideaway We used to run and try to catch the lights You see they're around you floating in the air While you're silent asleep away tonight They're lighting up to guide you through the way We used to dance and try to catch the drops All the jewels and gold and shining lights So I'm trying to find the way tonight The only way to the secret hideaway If you'll step in, just follow your light All paths lead to the door Even if you like it or not They are still part of your dreams We used to play in a secret hideaway We had such a nice place to stay Though I'm trying to find the way tonight I'm only in the darkest night of way
2.
Play Doll 02:51
That’s something about the kiss you gave to me And that’s something about the flowers you sent to me That’s something about the jewels and sweets you gifted me All those for your love but not for me I should have just known that I was a scapegoat You were hiding and cheating Dressing me up like I was your lover How did I not know I was only your play doll They say that love is a game, and you lose when you fall Had me on your palm, dancing to your beat Dance with me tonight, now it’s my turn I’ll never let you down, just give me a chance You should have just known that I’m not a fool I was having some fun I will dress me up tonight just as you like How shall I make you love me I can be your play doll That’s something about the kiss you gave to me And that’s something about the flowers you sent to me That’s something about the jewels and sweets you gifted me All those for your love but not for me I should have just known that I was a scapegoat You were hiding and cheating Dressing me up like I was your lover How did I not know I was only your play doll I was only your play doll I am only your play doll
3.
Noise 03:42
Can you hear them noises that I make? Crack and fall and the world responds Dive into the universe, count red herrings fly Three, two, one Separate I go along in the endless loop And separate All the noises are divine music Silence All is coming back sparkling Silence Silence Can you see them all the cracks this world has made? Trap and fall and the god responds Dive into the universe, count the sheeps and cry Three, two, one Separate we go along in the endless loop And separate All the noises are divine music Silence All is coming back sparkling Silence Silence Separate I go along with the endless circle Separate Heaven and hell are there inside you Silence All music is divine noises Silence Silence Everything is so obscure and blue, gloomy through this blurry sight They say something and I get hurt Whatever they say I get hurt I scratch walls inside, walking through the deep valley of the twilight zone Collecting teardrops I’m getting full and turning into something dangerous Separate I go along in the endless loop And separate All the noises are divine music Silence All is coming back sparkling Silence Silence Separate I go along with the endless circle Separate Heaven and hell are there inside you Silence All music is divine noises Silence Silence
4.
Sunday 03:24
What am I doing waiting here all alone, searching for your face in passing crowds? It’s hopeless Vision blurring, tears flowing, stream into a sea, my heart feels heavy on this summer eve And the setting sun burns all the remnants of our time, it seemed so endless How could you vanish so soon? By Sunday, my eyes have dried, and I stare into the dawn sky I whisper to myself "Your scent is gone" Why do we so often try to believe our own lies? It just brings pain and scattered memories I'll stay blind Echoes flood my mind, I close my eyes and dream of days gone by, that summer heat But in the end, the feelings fade and float away, leaving me empty Phantom pains on twilit moons My heart aches As the crowds begin to dwindle down, I gaze at them and wonder "Is love found in loneliness?" Round and round in a circle with so many stars spinning in my head, heaven weighing down me so heavily Why did I break that moment? Fireworks surrounding us, we held each other’s hands so tightly, sparks between us felt so infinite, but now they’re gone They’re gone Soon, the sidewalk empties out, the sky feels hollow and I breathe in the new air slowly It’s Sunday, and my fleeting dreams of that hazy summer town have faded I've forgotten your voice
5.
Time went on by, I held on still Wind hide its voice, I heard it cry secretly Time changed the faces, lights gone too fast Went constantly, went constantly, constantly
6.
I don’t want to cry I don’t want to see you go and leave me here all by myself I’m never gonna say the word In the wind, in the rain, I was all alone, all the time before Until you came, until you said the words, I've kept them in my heart It was here, it was this place, you taught me how, how I was lost Then I knew, I need you here, I need you in my life by my side How many nights you came to me to hold my hands? I recall your eyes and warmth you used to give me Now you are here but never give me your eyes And I know you're trying to say the words again I must say I have to go I have to leave alone and find the way all by myself I don't want to know, we'll never cross again April rain, the days we spent, they're still alive inside my mind Like fate, it was real, we used to share our secret dreams Hold my hand like you did whenever I was close to tears Escape from this moment now, the world is breaking Why do I feel that we were meant to be this way, I've always known that you or I would leave alone? Still want to know all the promises we made Are they fooling us or making us say the word? I don’t want to cry I don’t want to leave you here and let you go all by yourself I don’t want to live anymore, not anymore How many nights will we go crying alone? If we knew that we’d hurt so much from the start, would we do the same? Would I still stare into your eyes if I knew that I would let you bleed alone in the night? I don’t want to try I never want to see you cry for me So just stay by my side Put your hand upon my heart and you’ll know I don’t want to cry I don’t want to see you go and leave me here all by myself Put your hand upon my heart, it won't beat anymore, not anymore
7.
Teardrops I cried for you and me, the memories and pain are the only things we have here Secret sins, like footprints on the shore, I wish they’ll be withered away by the evening's gentle breeze I had a dream that I had the wings to fly, falling through depths of sky till I fade away No pain, no more nights I wake to nightmares And you’re not there with me in the sky That’s how I realized I would lose you that way Fading like stars, blooming like flowers, we shed tears so beautiful Two broken hearts, two broken dreams, we'll leave them behind into the night Teardrops you cried for you and me, I need to open my eyes just to see them as you go Light of dusk, I pray it will lead the way of the only one I loved, as it melts into the horizon And the dark blue curtains hide the sky Killer winds and burning clouds have gone away If I could turn back time to when we were a pair of little birds If only I could learn how to stay by your side Dear fading stars, dear loving world, we shed the tears once so fleetingly Dear blooming flowers, dear only one, I pray that your life will be beautiful Fading like stars, blooming like flowers, we had a dream secretly in vain Two broken hearts, two broken worlds, we'll leave them behind into the night
8.
Call Me 02:42
I followed the sun, I followed the stars, I followed the lights gone too fast I looked up at the sky and saw some lights but now it's so dark I don't know why I don't know where to go to lay me down I don't know where to go Call me, call me, call me up When I die Call me, call me, call me up When I die I stood in the crowds, looking for signs, I used to see them on the walls All of the frauds, they go with the crowds I can hear lies all around Let me know 'cause I'm ready to go Let me know where to go to lay me down Call me, call me, call me up When I die Call me, call me, call me up When I die
9.
Single Wing 03:00
Can we not fly without a pair of wings? Can’t we just fly with a single wing? If it’s fair As we learn songs and how to sing melodies As we learn how to stand alone As we learn how to love someone As we learn how to say goodbye Can’t we fly? What if the world is that fair, what if the world, if the world? But the world is not made that way This world is made not that way
10.
Ebben 03:50
Ebben? Ne andro lontana,  come va l'eco della pia campana... La, fra la neve bianca,  La, fra le nubi d'or...

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A wide range of song choices from those composed in the 1990s to new songs in 2020. The last song on the album is a cover of "Ebben? Ne and rò lontana" from the Italian opera "La Wally".

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released October 4, 2020

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